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| finally updating. and i think it's time to change some things. so i am
changing the xanga as part of this. go visit it and please leave me
some comments! i love you so much! <3 always, katie marie 
http://xanga.com/light_in_your_eyes
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| shes scared to take the time
to get that close to someone and let them make her feel beautiful again
shes closed her heart and let them all stand around it
but i think shes finally realizing
to get what she wants to feel and to feel good again
you have to let people in and take a chance of being hurt
she just wants that feeling back again
borrowed that from someone's xanga. rather beautiful, i might add. comment away, love. <3
***EDIT: omg i love this song. this is def. my new favorite! so lovely!
"True" Ryan Cabrera
I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You dont know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
Im afraid to move
Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way thats true
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
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| People keep coming to me for advice on this subject. And here it is, in
fine print. These are just my beliefs, feel free to dissagree.
Well, if you have been friends your whole life, when it ends you
will probably be nicer to each other than the two who started fast and
furious. You will care about each other's feelings because you have
been solid friends for so long. Yeah, it will hurt, but the pain may be
less intense (but longer lasting) than those with fast, passionate
relationships. Why? Because that's what the relationship was. You got
to the dating zone with a less intense, long-term relationship that
just kept building. Your biggest source of pain will be the damage to
the friendship. The bummer is that there is no way you can go back to
the way it was. It doesn't matter how much you promise each other or
how since you are. You cannot go back to "just friends" like before. So
that part will hurt you both.
Before
you date anyone, especially a good friend, remember that it will not
last. You will break up and it will not be easy. It never is. So never
let a friend know how much you like them unless you are tired of being
their friend. No matter what happens, your relationship will not be the
same. It will always be weird between you. It will ruin your friendship.
Some Random Pics!
I love friends.
We're so rad!
Ahh hippies... peace...
R.I.P. my darling Tinkerbelle.
And there is my weird little self!
That's the coolest EVER I don't care what you say!
~*Later I shall put a pic of my little Napoleon and my Tiger! Until next time, <3kate
***EDIT: I found something that kinda is almost the opposite of what I said above, but still good.
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something
and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess
the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be
afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your
heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not
to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you
already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom
it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its
own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that
other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up
because we are too afraid to care too much....for fear that the other
person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your
feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to
handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't
know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found
out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows
stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be
a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or
could have had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you
had to say good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted
someone they would never be there? *What would you do if your best
friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even
if it is that you don't care anymore)*What would you do if you loved
someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do
if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family
and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. And I want to
tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in
my heart!!! Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care
about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year,
pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and
don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to
say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to
me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you,
respect you, and truly cherish you. Give this to all your friends, no
matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the
person who sent it to you if you consider them a friend as well. Let
old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you
never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel
like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this and take comfort in
knowing somebody out there cares about you and .. always will.. i love
you! Give this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that
you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to
let them know that you care.. If you got this, it means that the person
who put it here loves you and always will, no matter what. | | |
| sitten here at paige's, and just realized, it's past 12 so i'm OFFICIALLY sixteen now. 
seems like it has taken forever, but i'm thankful for every day, and
that i've made it this far. just can't wait to get my liscence tuesday!
so leave me so comments, at least for my birthday.  i love you all so much!
*~*~*~* happy birthday to me ~*~*~*~
EDIT:: well, i just wanted to say to everyone, thanks SO much!
especially to paige, katie, and braeden who organized the whole thing
last night! thanks for coming everyone and it was seriously the best
birthday ever! i love you ALL!!!!
 and there's me n paige in cashville for our birthdays!!!
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| there's this repetitive question going through my head for the past two weeks. and i just keep asking myself, "why does everything have to change? why do people have to change?" i mean, don't get me wrong, this is generally expected in your high school years, but when it happens to you it takes a different meaning. i've never really felt like i've lacked friends or anything, but there's so many people that i've been close to in the past, and we barely speak now. it would be crazy to even consider hanging out with them, and that seriously depresses me. i've never really considered myself extremely close to the guys my age, well, ever since the end of eighth grade. and i mean, i would never expect any of them to call. i guess i accepted that a long time ago, and i understand that certain people's feelings about someone can rub off on other people. so i can't cry over that. but there are so many people that i never hang out with anymore, and i miss them so much. i can't think of an especially large number of people other than my intermediate circle of friends that would actually call me and want to hang out. it drives me crazy when i see people changing and you see the distance slowly closing around you. and i mean i know this is ridiculously long and depressing, and you have an amazingly long attention span if you read this , but i had to let it out somewhere, seeing that i would never tell anyone all of this... i guess that's my plea... give me a call soon, i don't care if we haven't hung out in forever, honestly. and if you ever need anything, please know that i am here and always a phone call away. (unless you've vandalized me or something hah) i love you all so much and i don't know what i'd do without you! love always, kate 513-6325
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